little fish in a big pond

every day i learn more about myself but at the same time i become less of myself. does that make any sense? . * i have a virtual guestbook! ✉ ・゚゚・*: .。. .。.:*゚:* : ✼✿ ~ https://www.yourworldoftext.com/~danibloop/ ・゚゚・*:✼✿.。.。.:*゚:* 📹🍵🕯️🌫️🕵🏻‍♀️🦔🌬️🍃 all welcome <3 ✼ * * ✼ ✿✿traces 16th February '21 -- currently in awe of the passage of time. that is all. 24th February '21 -- the colour brown. a single cloud. green screens. a street photographer that was late. recipes from the South. messages that cannot come fast enough. a drowsy haze. a teabag is set aside. the jacarandas bloom. 27th February '21 -- feeling big and small at the same time. the smell of blossoms in the night. 5th March '21 -- looking ahead to what looks like is going to be another restless night. 13th March '21 -- the smell of perfume – or wait, has the world always smelled this sweet? 28th March '21 -- i. emerging from a long night. observing the wind and the petals it carries. where will it take them? an opportunity appears. bones have grown heavy. need to relearn how to lift them. i must find a caretaker for my peace lily. is the ocean in my future? ii. three plumages stained crimson resting on the ground. two of them now know true silence. 6th April '21 -- a place by the sea i no longer remember, kept away from me with layers of glass and cloth. a tortoise with a phone number on its shell in the event it gets lost. a childhood home with the same strawberry bush by the doorway, and the same half-moon window except this time i'm staring at it from the wrong side. 7th April '21 -- nostalgia means painful homecoming and i think i finally am grasping that in its entirety. not because i'm reckoning with a return to what i once knew, but because i am returning to what was already long forgotten. 8th May '21 -- must all things end? 14th May '21 -- the letter "i" has fallen off. an hour later, it reappears. ✿ ✼ now have some fish: 𓆝 𓆞 𓆟𓆜 𓆞 𓆜 𓆞𓆟 𓆜 🌌✧・゚*:✧・゚☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙🚣🏻✧:*☆

✻ where to find me (a virtual game of hide and seek)

  • instagram.com/thisisnotdaniela
  • are.na/dani-bloop
  • notdaniela.com

✻ my museum

  • https://www.instagram.com/memoarchive/

things i sort of kind of really like

  • ✿home videos
  • ✿the moon
  • ✿the number 4
  • ✿how you never know the last snowfall is the last while it's happening
  • ✿oral history archives
  • ✿hands
  • ✿when eyes are browsing something and they kinda linger but then move slightly
  • ✿shadows
  • ✿photos of 1970s dinner party food
  • ✿detective boards
  • ✿seeing someone's room for the first time
  • ✿lists


  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0peRm9UWzI
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmcVvQjPMUU
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zm6vNhtDZlQ
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU03e25P78g
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2YSQhjVx44

✻ films

  • *my favourite short is i am easy to find by mike mills
  • *my favourite film is fallen angels by wong kar-wai
  • *the last film i watched was kid90
  • ~ i welcome recommendations of all kinds :~)

if emotions were fruits?

  • * sadness = tangerines
  • * envy = melons

a list i made months ago and found again

  • https://websitesite.kr/doablelist/dani.html

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