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10.25.2026 #81ae72
seeking:
someone who likes to sing made-up melodies and harmonize freely while walking. would like to sing together with someone else sometimes, alongside my solo singing strolls. the birds are good collaborators, but sometimes it would be nice to collab with another sensitive human voice.
10.19.2026 #0e2431
feeling not mega-great
good things happen, then good feels, but then are thwarted by negativity so i don't know what to feel anymore.
existential fatigue. financial wonderings. future confusion.
dissociation becoming increasingly tempting.
time to drink water and go for a walk i guess.
follow my own advice: listen to the birds.
update:
#6b9b26 leaves
#d9c257 changing
#ae3e13 colours
#9a9c83 rocks
#325aca ocean
ok i went for a walk, started writing (or, voice-recording) a song on the way to the rocky beach, waded into the high tide, got cold legs, found some round rocks, juggled them for a while (somehow managed to not drop them on my toes), then walked back through the park, and another song started being written.
by now i realize i should probably start a routine/ritual of going solo-walking at least a few times a week, at my own pace, meandering, discovering, composing melodies and lyrics in my head as i go. then, listen to the recs and write them down to work on further.
i still need piano access. waiting for response from potential good cheap space to practice after work. things take a long time to happen sometimes.
10.13.2026 #c5cebb
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or, world "my great tori bird day".
@leaflitter and i went on a walk at swan lake today and were treated to the glorious sight of a โจYELLOW-shafted northern flicker(!!!)โจ flying low above us (after "peew!"-ing several times in a nearby cedar tree).
and later: a few murmurations of starlings at sunset (a breathtaking combo of creamsicle #f7b17b & lavender #c6a4c6), and ล noticed that within each cluster of starlings was a single crow, going along for the ride!! A funny and fun sight.
anyone else have recent bird happenings? please do tell! ๐โจ
10.7.2026 #313430
this morning i watched one hundred vultures kettling--with some gronking ravens mixed in--catching thermal elevators to conserve energy on their migratory path onward. huge, spiraling wingspans layering clock-and-counter-wise at differing heights, making for a mesmerizing portal.
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as i stared in awe at this spectacle (stopped short on my bicycle on my way to work), a couple of bros in their 20s were walking by, totally unaware. i couldn't help myself and said, pointing, "are you seeing this??". i then explained kettling behavior and invited them to share in my delight. i think they at least got a kick out of my nerdy blabbering, but i hope they will look to the skies more often as a result.
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perhaps in cosmic exchange for teaching the bros about kettling raptors, i was later taught the best way to eat corn on the cob-- Japanese style. it blew my mind and made me think (and then say aloud,) "i can't believe i'm 36 and only now learning how to eat corn."
in case you're interested, this is how:
you'll have to munch one row first, normal-style.
after that, find the next intact row of corn, and using your thumb, gently pry the row away from the next one--not pulling the kernels off, but loosening them-- creating a space for your teeth to then neatly pluck the whole kernels off.
repeat down the rows until you have a beautiful, neat, perfectly-plucked cob.
no waste, no face-full of bits of corn, no stringy bits wedged between your teeth, no slimy-gnawed-hairy mess to be found!
please let me know if this is also new to you, and if it also changes your life.
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#880b00 sweet menstrual relief: trading yesterday's woes for cramps, gladly.
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10.3.2026 #e69611
happy place
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sitting in the sun
with layers on
in the autumn mid-morning
with a cup of tea
a bowl of homemade granola
a sketchbook
a 6B pencil
a few feet away from
hummingbird
hoverfly
lizard
big leaf maple
sage
soaking in the sounds
the sights
the scents
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taking notes making sketches
finding inevitable poetry
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11.1.2026 >> @leaf, mmmm, chilaquiles and tlayudas! how do you make tlayudas? thinly roll out masa dough and then bake with toppings like pizza? or pre-make the shells and then add stuff? i thought tylayudas were so cool when i first had them at a Oaxaca market-- so huuge! Happy almost-bday!!
11.1.2026 >> @jakewelch, yeah.. the existential art stuff boggles the brain if i try to think about it, which i don't too much these days honestly haha. i've been challenging myself to make tiny zine-comics about funny or interesting stories i witness in nature by the tinier creatures around me-- it helps to ground, and be more observant of innately awesome nature.
10.13.2026 >> @rhizomehaunt, congratulations on 1000 days of drawing, that's incredible and definitely worth celebrating with *at least* one chocolate almond butter cup!!
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8.9.2026 >> @lunch, WOW i love your lake.panko.zip, such a brilliant idea, and beautifully rendered... thanks for the inspiration!
6.30.2026 #8ec5c9 >> @3li, hooray, welcome to the place of the special fish!! we have eagerly awaited your arrival, and are so happy to see that you've already moved in with such brilliant artistic gusto! i looked up skeleton shrimp and am now obsessed. seeya tomorrow morn for tidepool adventures โ๐โ๐โโโ๐
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7.9.2026 #cfb71f >> also, i keep thinking that the ascii ship behind your ascii oystercatcher is a banana slug, and having to do a double-take! haha ;P
7.21.2026 #b0e7ea >> yayyy, bird baths are the ultimate entertainment! junior crow dreams are a bonus for sure. โโฆฟโฉฅ
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~ โฃ ! update ! โฃ ~ my logs have migrated to a leaflet:
https://leaflet.pub/be8d0611-590f-4721-822b-1934d21a57ff
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while inspecting a pile of @leaflitter, a little leggy-fish-bird skittered out and invited me to join their special fish party. how could i refuse?
here are a couple of my special new leggy fish-like friends (and others):
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2.22.2026 >> became a special fish!
3.08.2026 >> added s'more ascii spesh fish
3.10.2026 >> added some "lists" for the first time
3.24.2026 >> playing around with these โโโ things
3.25.2026 >> testing new mailbox-zone
4.05.2026 >> creating a journal-zone
5.01.2026 >> prompt: anyone have a good bird story they recently experienced or heard?
5.21.2026 >> created Japan trip log zone
6.30.2026 >> reorganizing the page post-japan-trip
8.9.2026 >> migrated Japan logs to https://leaflet.pub/be8d0611-590f-4721-822b-1934d21a57ff to save space here
9.22.2026 >> started actually writing in the journal-zone, wowza
view the source
Japanese words/phrases learned at work (from memory)
- tondemonaidesu / ton demo gozaimasen (more polite)- no problem/not at all
- kutsushita - socks ("under-shoes")
- dai manzoku desu - i am very satisfied (after eating)
- dozo go yukkuri/ go yukkuri dozo - please take your time (eating)
- omatase shimashita - sorry to keep you waiting
- ikaga desuka/deshita ka - how is/was it?
- onaka ga ippai desu - my belly is full
- onaka suita - my belly is empty
- harahetta - i'm hungry
- tetsudatte kurette arigatougozaimashita - thank you for helping me
- waki ga kusai - my armpits stink
important
- birds
- piano-ing
- dancing
- delicious tea
- banana slugs
- spiders
- lichens
- companions
- stories
- fun crafts
- stretching
- sleep
morning routine
- peel self out of bed somehow, preferably before eight
- drink a mug of warm-ish water
- listen to birds outside while boiling water
- add boiled water to tea
- shuffle & draw cards from Yokai Oracle Deck; drink tea while deciphering
- stretching routine while pondering cards for the day
- prayers to Kamidana
- granola + mylk + banana + pb + supplements/meds
- check in with partner about day
- chronic pain/fatigue/anxiety = try not to go back to bed
- go for a nature walk or bike to work
squigglies i want to use eventually:
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- แจ
- เต
- แต
- เฑพ
- เฑฝ
- ๐ฅถ
good glyphs to use
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- reptilian ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐
- spesh fish ๐ก ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ข
- mammalian ๐ ๐ ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ก ๐
- spesh bugz ๐ฃ ๐ค ๐ฆ ๐ง ๐จ
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- leggy ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ซ ๐
take a break
- โตโดโตโดโตโดโตโดโตโดโตโดโต โด โต โด โต โด โต โด โต โด
- โทโทโทโทโทโทโทโทโทโทโทโท โท โท โท โท โท โท โท โท
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