lovelag
hello !
let’s be friends !
i miss u !
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"the lost glove is happy"
notes / log (i try to be self aware abt oversharing but also i love2 share):
04.12
i wanted to know how it would feel
i missed you
something about it has me in its grasp
it gets so hard to keep it out
sometimes all you can do is bend
04.09
had a thought in the shower
but once i got out i forgot
i went to the kitchen to do dishes
and i made dough and went back to bed
without recollection of my past plans until i got under the covers
04.07
string ring
remember how i feel
04.06
im stable on the outside i think
inside more is happening, things are showing up like
my patient has vegetation on his aortic valve and so he has all these skin issues
there is something wrong with me but it doesn't look like anything until you really search
04.03
things are adding up
feel like not the same person i was
change is good maybe
04.01
bread day, laundry day,
smelling clean again
picked lavender to hang dry
i wanna make basbousa again
03.31
we are smoking
we are laughing
i go home and wash the smell off
bread is good pregame
03.30
i update so much less frequently than i used to!
i should use my laptop more, i think. then i might remember
im gonna make bread tomorrow
unclear if i will have to go in to work or not
we'll see
chag pesach sameach everyone
words 4u
- amulet removed,
- a naked neck begs for forgiveness
- so open to an evil eye
- a weeping wound
- a tear in time
a list of songs updated 03/31
- https://youtu.be/SS803PA4zGQ (bladee - sleepwalk to the jeweler)
- https://youtu.be/KNYW276VxPQ (virginia astley - from gardens where we feel secure)
- https://youtu.be/HTC1KiBLPBU (lucki - prada tune)
- https://youtu.be/eJXEi5g7-3k (the microphones - my roots are strong and deep)
- https://youtu.be/HMYyn7wEfKQ (faye webster - right side of my neck)
- https://youtu.be/ZzBpaZGVFlU (milly - milly)
- https://youtu.be/Dj77u3n0w5U (slow pulp - trade it)
bevs
- coffee (cold brew)
- coffee (pour over)
- coffee (instant)
- black tea
- pedialyte
- borjomi
- nectar
- broth
- topo
thoughts atm
- last thing i baked
- sourdough bread (03/30)
- //
- more thoughts :
- a sore body, still begging to hold
- //
- date of last cry:
- 03/03
- //
- even more thoughts:
- a very very long stairway leads to a star
find me online
- http://zineclub.club
- https://www.are.na/ga-sh
- https://bit.ly/2VHWI95