lovelag

hello ! let’s be friends ! i miss u ! please send me mail ! __,._ / _ \ lovelag@protonmail.com | 6 \ \ oo \___/ .|__|| _,..="^ . , " , \ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ____ ____ ____ ;.__________________/ "the lost glove is happy" 11.17 woke up early got donuts sunday sunday i love sunday sunday morning 11.14 haha have to draw calendar what did i get myself into i cant draw! 11.01 yesterday halloween stayed home from friends stayed home again today i feel like new year i feel like bright red 10.27 first year empty this weekend writing a personal statement to show capability to work hard again mom says drink lots of tea, and get fresh air 10.21 felt calmer on a walk at home made dinner, wished to make dessert eliminate self reference 10.16 watching i dont hate las vegas anymore having something to look forward to i am so happy to be let in i love substack because i feel close to people 10.15 crazy that people are real! i am not immune to parasocial relationships.. sometimes it is a good thing i think since instagram is no longer an option i must rely on other sources though been going on are.na a lot more recently, going on ebay and looking around for interesting things to put on my channels which has been fun endless estate sale window shopping 10.07 i didnt like milk fed even though for some reason i wanted to listening to new models episode about how everyone is kind of an npc think about the predetermination of your world 09.30 back more often (code for deleted ig) reading pale fire reading milk fed thinking about , abundance 09.27 number 27 reminds me of this anime i used to watch growing up katekyo hitman reborn! has anyone seen it does anyone remember i have a busy weekend... burned some cookies, going to a show tonight, double friend plans tomorrow 09.22 when mj lenderman said lucky doesnt mean much job interviewed today, wish me luck <3 wonder where i will be in five years does anyone know? 09.15 trying to be more active on are.na and less everywhere else i taught a workshop a couple months ago on using powerpoint and i made a tutorial for victorian puzzle purses (with powerpoint) and you can look at it here https://www.are.na/block/30195456 and let me know if you make one <3

listening to: updated 09/15

  • https://youtu.be/FxNbGRyHxxs?si=WT1bR6nKhprWnTh- (blaze foley - where are you now my love))
  • https://youtu.be/ni06Bf5yYnw?si=G05yWfefHaYvKKwo (myriam gendron - the false friends)
  • https://youtu.be/1nl6VVGitvw?si=ZhzJ9Nzu3GBBPgWI (sugluk - attama onnikansigit)
  • https://youtu.be/jMjYLDFkLSA?si=OuGmx7u653E5S8kI (gillian welch - acony bell)
  • https://youtu.be/GaWsgE2mCik?si=duY8TEs3IJUtvgdJ (bladee - yung sherman)
  • note: this list always feels unbalanced in terms of what i actually listen to but i try

bevs

  • coffee (cold brew)
  • coffee (pour over)
  • coffee (instant)
  • black tea
  • pedialyte
  • borjomi
  • nectar
  • broth
  • topo

thoughts atm

  • what i have been baking :
  • cinnamon rolls, soft breads, crusty breads
  • //
  • date of last cry :
  • 9/4 at therapy i think

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