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"the lost glove is happy"
2.06
five dollars on the ground
crying coming home
x ray chest
unknown death
the sams club granola bars im giving out
to people on the median every morning
hopefully give them some joy. a little longer
just a little longer
we are all waiting, i find
always waiting.
1.25
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
trying not to cry w ocean man playing in the car
weeks of grinding my teeth
please slack my jaw
slow unyielding mortar
1.24
buh
long week
i like having something to do every day but sometimes i have too much thing to do every day
why is contain all paywalled now i wanna listen to the episodes
1.16
i gave my mom my poem about self sacrifice after we went to therapy together
i feel bad talking about her
i i i i i
david lynch is dead
and i am procrastinating
1.07
always saying i miss you
scared to return but the end is inevitable
end of the day every day so cold
saw snow fall for the first time and it melted as it hit the ground
1.04
happy 2025,
the day before a holiday is always hard at work.. and i'm taking days off.. i don't want to go back and at the same time i have the feeling of unfinished work. no one can do this job better than me i tell myself surrounded by people who do the exact same job
something about it though ..... i feel like i could be right
12.28
girl i went to high school with is ig famous and writing a book (guess who! you won't)
saw family and left one thousand times sadder but smelling of sweets and cooking oil
i love you sfenj
12.17
went to the doctor and im as tall (cm) as i weigh (pounds) so i feel symmetrical today
the participants sang us christmas songs today and it was very cute
i may get a wound care cert and become the treatment nurse
12.15
i went to the korean spa and i paid extra to get scrubbed from head to toe
when they scrub you all the little skin they scrape off amalgamates into bigger skin globs: old skin chunks the size of marbles so dark like dirt
my friend said hers were brown too and she said im sure theres dirt in there but i really dont think there is i think we are just that color
even after they scrub all that skin off there is still brown underneath and under that it's just blood and fat and bones and stuff and that's it
view the source
seen lately
- female trouble (1974)
- babygirl (2024)
- vagabond (1985)
- anora (2024)
- ticket of no return (1979)
- hannah takes the stairs (2007)
- frownland (2007)
- i don't hate las vegas anymore (1994)
- automorphosis (2007)
listening to: updated 12/15
- https://youtu.be/m-GFXJG4O1g?si=I3Z3GUP1gRADxdu- (22ยบ halo - noise machine)
- https://youtu.be/YeGujHpGUIs?si=OPoJJQe0VMJVZKO0 (mj lenderman - wristwatch)
- https://youtu.be/73YKQkmtiDk?si=6KfemQ_hykesbEWD (bladee - desiree)
- https://youtu.be/J4rhSt5qJVA?si=vx_7IyJxudcg0E9u (kill.dawn, ayoolii - just bands)
- https://youtu.be/vK3Wl3LcOO8?si=EuKmXeyyhNybChSn (arthur russell - your motion says)
- https://youtu.be/UofYl3dataU?si=7sY8IraIIQhdkAqs (carole king - so far away)
bevs
- coffee (cold brew)
- coffee (pour over)
- coffee (instant)
- gerolsteiner
- diet coke
- black tea
- electrolit
- borjomi
- nectar
- broth
thoughts atm
- what i have been baking :
- sourdough sandwich bread, brownies, pies and more pies
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- date of last cry :
- 12/2 when mar was talking