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"the lost glove is happy"
9.28
i walked into the kitchen
and the gnats responded,
greeting me from sink
and garbage disposal
and compost
to kiss the salt on my face
before i did the dishes
a man is yelling in the street outside
far away; i can’t discern his words
and cars are honking i can hear their
horns blaring as they drive past
i emerge from my home
for a walk in the evening,
i don’t get far;
i have found no tears to sip
9.27
ready to cry, i did it before
gnats in the kitchen
hole in the screen
9.19
was it a firefly, a shooting star
or a trick of the light i saw in the yard last night
guess it helps to look up sometimes
9.14
straining passionfruit for juice
a million seeds a yellow pulp
9.06
maybe this year... maybe this year it'll stop
and i'll feel normal again
every year i think it's going to stop and i'll be okay
but it hasn't and i still am so there
9.03
no work wednesday
and i studied
listening to harley music and the sound of the water hitting the dishes
really hot like really
turned the ac on then turned it off again because we can stand it
8.25
soft bodies
wasting away, cold
chamber misty waiting
far from home
life drips from skin
sticky sacred
always dying
alone in an empty room
alone in a busy room
pushed into a corner
and dripping down the wall
unseen until it’s obvious
warm once
warm again at last
free from winter’s tomb
and safe in earth
soul released
whispering wet
view the source
seen lately
- miller's crossing (1990)
- mallrats (1995)
- king of pastry (2009)
- caught by the tides (2024)
- three colours: red (1994)
- mississippi blues (1984)
- meet the feebles (1989)
- a dedicated life (1994)
- dogma (1999)
- goodbye cp (1972)
- lost in translation (2003)
- the fly (1986)
listening to: updated 8/20
- https://youtu.be/t_Spc0DNezs?si=aQiZJY3MhbuK7_vV (safe mind - 6' pole)
- https://youtu.be/CTGtErffLOQ?si=XLhpxeXaZ7I1ruWV (magnolia electric co - josephine)
- https://youtu.be/pEFghI4Mxns?si=-ZX91YO4dVSbjW10 (mini golf water feature - stupid car)
- https://youtu.be/2lyhfxN-CtM?si=r3tGZQy9G3mN-8QL (cash only tony's - fuck maria)
- https://youtu.be/vCgfsRWnwq8?si=VBQqONLzwbWE-CDT (limping - iykyk)
- https://youtu.be/KrdkuPpgSrE?si=MucmIxLw8VS1Zoz9 (jake & scott - the sticks song)
- https://youtu.be/_l78pNOSYTs?si=ZRvrM9woJxX67WuC (worldpeace dmt, 300skullsandcounting - kathy goes to hawaii)
thoughts atm
- what i have been baking :
- i made the flattest densest sourdough loaf
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- date of last cry
- 9/27 watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind