hello ! let’s be friends ! i miss u ! please send me mail ! __,._ / _ \ | 6 \ \ oo \___/ .|__|| _,..="^ . , " , \ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ____ ____ ____ ;.__________________/ "the lost glove is happy" notes / log (i try to be self aware abt oversharing but also i love2 share): 04.12 i wanted to know how it would feel i missed you something about it has me in its grasp it gets so hard to keep it out sometimes all you can do is bend 04.09 had a thought in the shower but once i got out i forgot i went to the kitchen to do dishes and i made dough and went back to bed without recollection of my past plans until i got under the covers 04.07 string ring remember how i feel 04.06 im stable on the outside i think inside more is happening, things are showing up like my patient has vegetation on his aortic valve and so he has all these skin issues there is something wrong with me but it doesn't look like anything until you really search 04.03 things are adding up feel like not the same person i was change is good maybe 04.01 bread day, laundry day, smelling clean again picked lavender to hang dry i wanna make basbousa again 03.31 we are smoking we are laughing i go home and wash the smell off bread is good pregame 03.30 i update so much less frequently than i used to! i should use my laptop more, i think. then i might remember im gonna make bread tomorrow unclear if i will have to go in to work or not we'll see chag pesach sameach everyone

words 4u

  • amulet removed,
  • a naked neck begs for forgiveness
  • so open to an evil eye
  • a weeping wound
  • a tear in time

a list of songs updated 03/31

  • (bladee - sleepwalk to the jeweler)
  • (virginia astley - from gardens where we feel secure)
  • (lucki - prada tune)
  • (the microphones - my roots are strong and deep)
  • (faye webster - right side of my neck)
  • (milly - milly)
  • (slow pulp - trade it)


  • coffee (cold brew)
  • coffee (pour over)
  • coffee (instant)
  • black tea
  • pedialyte
  • borjomi
  • nectar
  • broth
  • topo

thoughts atm

  • last thing i baked
  • sourdough bread (03/30)
  • //
  • more thoughts :
  • a sore body, still begging to hold
  • //
  • date of last cry:
  • 03/03
  • //
  • even more thoughts:
  • a very very long stairway leads to a star

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