hello ! let’s be friends ! i miss u ! please send me mail ! __,._ / _ \ lovelag@protonmail.com | 6 \ \ oo \___/ .|__|| _,..="^ . , " , \ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ____ ____ ____ ;.__________________/ "the lost glove is happy" 1.16 i gave my mom my poem about self sacrifice after we went to therapy together i feel bad talking about her i i i i i david lynch is dead and i am procrastinating 1.07 always saying i miss you scared to return but the end is inevitable end of the day every day so cold saw snow fall for the first time and it melted as it hit the ground 1.04 happy 2025, the day before a holiday is always hard at work.. and i'm taking days off.. i don't want to go back and at the same time i have the feeling of unfinished work. no one can do this job better than me i tell myself surrounded by people who do the exact same job something about it though ..... i feel like i could be right 12.28 girl i went to high school with is ig famous and writing a book (guess who! you won't) saw family and left one thousand times sadder but smelling of sweets and cooking oil i love you sfenj 12.17 went to the doctor and im as tall (cm) as i weigh (pounds) so i feel symmetrical today the participants sang us christmas songs today and it was very cute i may get a wound care cert and become the treatment nurse 12.15 i went to the korean spa and i paid extra to get scrubbed from head to toe when they scrub you all the little skin they scrape off amalgamates into bigger skin globs: old skin chunks the size of marbles so dark like dirt my friend said hers were brown too and she said im sure theres dirt in there but i really dont think there is i think we are just that color even after they scrub all that skin off there is still brown underneath and under that it's just blood and fat and bones and stuff and that's it